Sunday, August 16, 2009

Redefining Betty

I know...I've been getting all philosophical and shit lately...but I can't help it. Having a baby has simultaneously changed everything and nothing.

Now that the day is inching closer, I am not sure if I am ready to go back to work. I find myself hugging Donut just a little bit longer every time I hold her. I'm not sure if I'll every really know if either decision is the right one for me...it will just be what we decide to do at that time.

I never thought it would be so confusing and frightening to be at this point in my life.

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